maddness

so i am very mad right now. i could have been on my way to a TH concert right now! its at 8 PM today in Montreal, but noooo! im stuck here in VT just typing away on my little blong that almost no one reads! just sitting here while my mom reads a book to my neice while i listen to my music on my moms headphones because myne broke and i cant get anymore yet! anyway...so im mad about that and its taking me forever to save up enough money for my mp3 player. so i cant even get new headphones yet!!!! because the ones i want are like $30 and i ahve a $15 gift certificate foe Wal-Mart where i almost never shop and they dont even have the one i want!!!!!!!!!! and they dont have the mp3player that i want either!!!! so the $15 is almost completely useless to me at the moment! and i think im just really POed about the concert so im taking it out on the fact that they dont have the mp3 player i want (which is a Sansa Fuze, for all thoes who care) or the headphones i want (which are green skullcandy headphones for all thoes who care)!!!!!! sry if im beign all mad and crap, i just really wanted to go to that concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u have no idea how mad i am right now!!!!! so im going to listen to Regina Spektor on youtube becaus eshe usualy calms me down. ok, i think i might be all right to last through typing this thing. but seriously, i cant even think about anythink except the fact that im missing a TH concert that i could have gone to!!! i have h.w that i havent done yet, and my mom thinks i didnt have any tonight, its not anything really imprtant, anyway. just socialy studies. u know something? i seriously ahte this country. and for all u people wondering, it has nothing to do with Tokio Hotel! ever since i was like 7 or 8 or something, i wanted to move to Switzerland. dont ask me why, because i have no idea why. but now i serouisly want to leave this stupid country!!! im serouis! i swear we are one of the stupidest countries in the whole world! so thats one other thing to save my money for. so i can leave here ASAP! i just need a passport adn a lot of cash. i might alsom have to be a certian age or something to, so i will have to look into that too. but there are a couple things here that i will miss like my friends, and my family. but i think the thing i will miss almost as mush as the people i like here ( i wont miss the pople i hate or the people who bug the crap out of me at all) but i think i will miss the dance studio a lot too. but thats pretty much all that i would miss about this place. i mean, i kinda like VT, bu ti seriously HATE this country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i think im going to get off now because i think if i keep typing, im just going to get really carried away