ok i have a wicked headache right now.
i think im way totaly over stressed right now adn stuff
and i seriously dont need any added stress right now, so thatnks a lot chelsea.

bday

heyy ppl just to let u know, today is victorias bday so just in case u didnt know, now u do!!!!!

heyy ppls i got new vidds on youtube, check them out theyre pretty cooool...yeeah

fuck.

fuck. can u un-delete blogs??? cause btw v, i hadent even read ur blog yet. i got mad at u then i was talking to chelsea adn she was all did u read vs blog or something? and i was like what about her blog and then i still never read it. i still havend but u deleted it anyways!! i hadnt even read it!!!!!!

F***ING TH CONCERT!!!!!!!!!!!!

hwy idk what really to say right now, except that...I WENT TO A F***ING TOKIO HOTEL CONCERT YESTERDAY AND IT WAS F***ING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont rly wabba brag about it, thiguht cause yeeah. but it was pretty f***ing awesome cause i was all the way in the back of the f***ing mosh pit adn withing a few minutes i made it all the way to the f***ing front!!! it was soo awesome and stuf!!! but now im sooo f***ing sore with ppl getting all shived around and stuff all the time and there was this on rgirl who got pushed down and she got her rib f***ing broken cause ppl f***ing just stepped right on top of her. anyway, so i was so close to the fron that i only had one f***ing person in front of me the whole time and i wouldve gotten all the way to the front, except that i didnt have enough wiggle room and i was too short. but now me and chelsea have the perfect strrategy for getting all the way to the fron the way we did and i think ill tell u more later and stuff cause im wicdked tired and its like 1:33 AM and i also rly gotta piss!!! tewll ya more later!!!! BBL!!!

anyway, so i have a new url now, and its sooo awesome!
v came up with it...
and have u noticed the new awesoemness of my bg?!?!?!
v found that too!!
its this website that u can get all these wicked awesome bgs!!!!!!

btw

btw just so u knwo, im going to change my url soon i just dunno what its going to be...my url is just really bugging me adn its really stupid...yeeah
adn im going to change all the colors cause i cant find a pic for my hedder thing that matches very well.
and its boring without a pic on myne. so yeeah...
EMAIL ME IF U HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR A NEW URL!!!

so..hey

idk what to rly say, i just kinda felt like typing something. im listening to The Ting Tings right now...i think they get better every time i listen to them! its weird how some music does that. :D sry, music addiction. and now im listening to the veronicas! they have the awesomest accents ever besides tom adn bill!!! anyway, now im bored so im going to go somewhere else...v's been making these awesome pics in adobe photoshop or whatever u call it adn they r sooo awesome!! u should check them out, theyre on her blog, byby

hey just so u know i wasnt really that mad at chelsea for getting that cd, (i figured that i can prob just use ppls names now cause its not like anybody actualy reads this) i was just tired and hungry. and if ur tired of hearing that excuse then u should probably just stop listening to me. i guess i also just wasnted that cd adn then she got it first adn i know that shes prob going to say that "well u could have gotten the cd too" but its not that easy for me to get music. y do u think that i barely have any?!?! not because i dont wasnt any or that i dont like any music, its because i cant get it. my mom doesnt let me buy things off the internet that much even if i have the money for it and i give her the money. but anyway, thats not really the point. so im going to go now, i just thought i should say that...

hi, me and v r back from crystal lake and im kinda mad at chelsea for getting the cd...ummm, yeeah. but i kinda dont want to piss her off at the moment. but i still think that maybe she should go a little easier on her mom for the moment about the whole college thing. because its kinda wayyyy i mean were going into freaking 8th grade! its still a ways away. anyway, well im not going to get into this anymore than i already have andi think im mostly just pissed because this whole thing (cds college) almost seem a little selfish if u really look at it. oh, well ill explain more later...

heyy

heyy, its really late right now and i dont really ahve anything to say right now, im just kinda bored and im listening to the veronicas adn i cant do that and sleep at the same time even thought its like 11:53 PM. but w.e. i decided that im going to burn chelseas cd of them. i dont know which one it is, but im really desperate for more of their music thats not just on youtube, or i wouldnt spend so much time on the comp!! hte main reason im even typing anything on here is cause i would be just sitting here listeing to thie music but i ahve to multi-task or i get wicked bored!!! but thats usualy when i do something really stupid...but not always. i think at the moment that would just be staying up really late a whole bunch of days in a row. im really afraid that im going to wake up my mom right now cause shes sleeping on the couch right behind me and this stupid freaking rattly keyboard!!! anyway...but my mom mostly just wakes up if u say something to her. kinda like me. if u even whisper my name, ill sit right up and ill be wide awake, but if u make weird noises or throw thibngs at me it wont even wake me up, (v, i know know that too, but u insist on throwing things at me anyway) u knwo whats kinda reallty stupid?!?!?! miss america. i really dont get it!!! then theres miss universe or whatever!! i just really dont get it so0i wont get into that right now...im kinda hungry. i got wicked pissed today at c's nephew. and i really feel wicked sorry for c about today because matthew adn i r both hypoglysemic (i have no idea how to spell that). and neither of us had eatten barely anything all day so we both were getting wicked pissed at him adn i almost started beating up that freaking kid!!! adn i knw its not his fault! becuase when i was his age, i was exactly the same way! i would even ahve to be held down sometimes adn have food shoved in my face. and the creepiest part adn the part that scared me the most was that i knew exactly how he felt and the how after, once i callmed down enough, i could batrely remeber anything i was doing and i couldnt stop myself from doing any of it. god, it freaked me out sooo much!!! and i also feel really sorry for my parents!! i have no idea how they freaking did it!!! and well enough for me to be able to recognize when im about to flip out adn even recognize it in somebody else! even before matty flipped out at c and me today. anyway, i think im going to go to bed right now but im going to eat something first so that i dont flip out at whoever tries to wake me up in the morning only i think im too tired to do that. so bye foer now!!! hey its 12:10!!!

idk

i dont really know what to say, i dont really have anything important to say. im just bored and i just wanted to type something...sooo...i hung out w/ kyra lewis today. she came over adn we went on the comp and stuff...its weird, we hung out for 7 hrs adn it only feels like 3 or 4! weird how fast time passses by when ur doing something like hangin gout w/ ur ppls!! like v and me can hang out for a real long time adn itll feel like nothing!! or being on the comp w/ chelsea or something. we got a neew keyboard because for some reason some of the keys werent working right and the spacebar on this keyboard is really rattely!!! idk how to spell that...its really annoying that my email has spell check on it cause it wont always let me add some words so almost everything i type they say is spelled wrong or is wrong grammer. it really bugs me so i think i just figured out how to change it so that it doesnt do that anymore because its really bugging me!! i dont really know what else to say. i kinda forget what i was talking about before i stard talking about my spell check in my email!! i get like that sometimes...and its especialy really annoying if im talking out loud because tyhen nobody else is following my train of thought!! and now...idkk. did i tell u that imgoing to a th concert?? not that anybody except chelsea and victoria actualy rread this anyway. this keyboard is really starting to bug the crap outta me. i dont know how much longer i can keep typing on here, but i really feel like typing adn idk what else dto do because when i finish typing on here, my moms going to make me get off the comp and then i really dont know aht i would do!!!so i think im going to go now because this keyboard its really annoying adn mty thumb hurts from having to pucsh down harder on it than a normal keyboard. and it doesnt have the awesoem buttons on it that bring up the internet and the one for my email!@!! its so awesome. but now im kinda annoyed that i dont ahve them anymore adn this stupid freaking keyboard!!!

music

hello!
so v found all these awesome music ppls again!!! i seriously dont knwo how she does it!! so most recently are THE VERONICAS and THE TING TINGS. personaly i kinda like the veronicas better, but maybe thats just me...idk
anyway so i really wanna get their cd's (they have 3) byt im trying to save my momey for when i go shopping in NYC. and idk where ill be able to find them because theyre actualy from australia or something like that. their youtube doesnt say much about it, just that they r on tour in the us right now.
and they have these really cool accents!!! but they dont have an accent when they sing most of the time.
so far i thin their best music vidds r everything im not and 4ever. but thats mostly because they were kinda the only ones i could find. but they have tons and tons more songs since they have 3 cd's. and theres this person, appel16 who has like a gazillion of their songs! anyway...

ummm

so i have a little bit of a problem at the moment. well tokio hotel is back in tour in the us and i really wanted to go to one of thier concerts and v found tix to one that was in New Jersey adn my mom said that i might be able to go if we had another driver. but then i was talking to v and i didnt know that her mom was willing to drive down there too. so my mom said that we couldnt go because she would be the only driver the whole was and it was a little over 6 hrs. so then c called me a couple days later c called me adn her famiy was going pon a trip in NJ. and they had decided to go to the concert there. so they invited me. but i really wanna go with v too!!!!!! adn my mom talked to g, v's mom, adn the thing was that she (g) was willing to actualy drive us down and that she had already bought the tix!!!! and if i had known that, then this whole thing would never have happened. but im going with c anyway, and i still wanna go with her, dont get me wrong. its just that i wouldve liked to go with v too. but the next time th comes, or maybe we can go to europe, im taking v. even if i have to pay for the whole thing myself. hell, even if i have to drive us halfway across the country!!!!!! well, i dont know if i can really say anything else besides that i feel like im being incredibly selfish wanting to go to this concert even though v cant go too. but at the same time i cant help but really want to go!!!! so im going to go now, and i really hope that didnt piss anybody off too much...

babysitting

so i got a job this summer babysitting and its prety boring so i wont say that much about it, but idk what else to say!!! so yeah...idk

so...

so in case u ahvent noticed, i ahvent posted an entry in a while. but i ahve actualy written 2 pretty long entries and i just havent posted them yet. the most recent one because i didnt have enought time before i ahd to leave and go downtown. but then the other one i didnt post yet because...well im kinda just afraid of what a certian person will say and i dont want her to read it till she comes over to my house today and i sont think shes coming over till noonish. but im going to post this and then later i will post the other ones in the order in which they were written. i put the one i didnt have enought time to post on so its below this one and then when i post the other one it will appear below the entry called the host.

the host

i dont know how stephenie meyer does it, but whatever it is, she did it again!!!!!!!!

so when i was in NH i got the book the host by stephenie meyer and i just finished it on like moday or something, and IT. IS. ONE. OF. THE. BEST. BOOKS. EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fi there is anybody who reads that book adn doesnt like it, there lying!!!!!!!!! i just cant get over how good that book is!!!! bot, of course, the tilight books r still just about the best books ever written to!!! but that doesnt really matter because all of them r by stephenie meyer who is just about the best author that ever existed!!!!!!!! if u want proof of this, all u ahve to do is gfo read one of her books !!! the fourth twilight book comes out on august 2nd and the movie for twilight comes out some time in December, i forget the day.

well anyway, i had to, (well i didnt actualy have to, but i kinda wanted to) write a review for a book that i read and of course i did the host, but it was really hard to write without giving a lot about the book away. but if u tell ppl all the things that r really good about the books, then the ppls wont like the book as much. well i gotta go soon so heres my review that i wrote!!!

the most recent book that i read was called The Host by Stephenie Meyer who also wrote the Twilight series.
The Host is about these things called souls. The souls live on another planet and inhabit other creatures bodies to survive. Wanderer was one of these souls. she was chosen to inhabit Mel's body, because being almost 19, Mel might have a harder time letting go of her body.
When Wanerer (wanda for short) wakes up in Mel's body and finds that Mel refuses to let go of her body, she's not quite sure what to do about it. Resistant hosts were very rare to come by. Wanda knew that if she told anybody than Mel's body would be discarded and she would be sent to another planet. So she gives it a little time to see if Mel will finaly let go.
But after a while, Mel and Wanda become friends through a shared hatred for the seeker trying to find Mel's little brother Jamie and friend Jared who are still human, and the love for Jamie and Jared. Together they go on a quest to find the man they both love, Jared, and Mels brother Jamie who was with Jared when Mel left them.
I have also read the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer which are some of the best books that i have ever read. and the movie Twilight, (obviously based on the book Twilight) is coming out in December while the fourth and final Twilight book, Breaking Dawn comes out on August 2nd (YAAAAY!!!)
on a scale of 1 to 5 i would rate this book and any other book my Stephenie Meyer at least a 6 or a 7.

hhhooommmeee!!!

im finaly home, not that i was gone for very long, but still!...anyway...just in case u didnt know, i was in portsmouth NH for 3 days, (yaya!!!!no school for me on mon. and tues.!!!!) and now im back and i only have to be at school for a couple more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, so right now im kinda mad at the moment and im not really sure why...well actualy, i take that back. its because i just read a certian persons blog. but before i continue, i should say that at the moment im not exactly mad, just something this person said kinda bugged me, adn im not really sure why. just thoguht u might want to know that before i continue. so here goes.

i was reading v's blog and she hade this youtube thing with HB...and im not really sure why this bugs me, but it does. i guess because they made it so that they can put vidds on it together. and i guess this bothers me because we have been making vidds together (mostly just of us dancing to music) for a really long tome. and it only recently occured to us to put them on youtube but its being stupid and not actualy uploading the vidds...

for some reason, i feel like it souldnt be bothering me

bored

im really bored right now adn v has been bugging me to make a new entry for a long time so i finaly am. but i have no idea what to write about right now. we have 8 school days left untill the end of school, which i cant wait for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its finaly almost overrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

omgggg when is it going to end?!?!?!?!?!

we only have 8 days left, and im not even going to be here for 2 of them, (me and my parents r maybe going to go to NH) and we still have a CRAP-LOAD OF HW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sry, that really bugs the crap out of me.

u have no idea (well some of u probably do) how BAD i want to leave this country!!!!!!!!

i seriously dont know how long i can take it before i actualy leave this place

i mean VT in its self is ok, but i just cant STAND this country!!!!! everybody is alway, "we r proud americans!!!!!! we rule the world!!!!!" and then im all like "shut up!!!!!!!!! this place sucks ass and i cant wait to leave it ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

anyway, sry i get a little carried away sometimes...right now im listening to the old navy comercial song called Februaly Ari which is by lights because it was in v's youtube favs and she hase it on her ipod and said that they r really good songs so i thought i would go listen to them. and they r actualy realy good! now im listening to Drive My Soul. i think she has really good voice adn her music is all techno and stuff kinda like metro station.

i think i need to update all my boxes now, so maybe ill write more later!

actualy i mostly just have to pee really bad right now.

but after that, i will update all my boxes that need updating!

btw

so, just in case u ppl didnt notice, i moved my pic of the week to the bottom of the screen or w.e u call it. and i got the idea from v, who has her pic of hte week or w.e it is at the bottom of hers at it a lot bogger than myne where i had it before! so i switched it and the pic is huge now!!! oso i would appreciate it if u checked it out! anyway, im home sick today and i was homke sick yesterday too. i talked to s yesterday, and she said that almost everybody else was sick with the same thing including her! so nobody has any idea what it is, but we all have basicaly the same symtoms! its reeally weird. we all have wicked sore throats and headaches and swolen glands and no fever. adn everybody soooo wwwiiiccckkkeeddd tired!!! i dont even know how i lasted through school on wed.! i almost passed out in science at ther end of the day i was tooo tired! i was just sitting there with my eyes closed, doing nothing and if the announcements hadent scome on, i would have probably fallen asleep right there! but i didnt. i dont knwo hopw i lated walking hoime either! i was still about to pass out. adn im strill so tired that i can barely think strait! so i think im going to go to sleep right now, if i can sleep.

so, i dont really know what to write fo a post, but i thought i might as well write something, becasue i have nothing else to do! so right now, i feel kinda like crap. my sinuses r all swollen and my throat hurts and i have a wicked hearache that typing on here and watching tv at the same time probably isnt melpign very much, but i ahte to just sit somewhere and stare as the tv screen! i have to be doing something. sry if this is really boring, but w.e. not im bored and hungry so im going to go now!

ipod touch

so, v was at my house the other day and so if uread my latest "entry" u will know what im talking about. and now im also getting obsessed but not that much will this band called boys like girls and they have really good music and stuff. but i only have 1 song by them! but thats what youtube is for!!! btw, my youtube is wicked awesome, so u should go check it out!!!!! just go to http://youtube.com/user/addictedtoTHTK14 thats a link in case u didnt notice, so u can click on it and just go strate to my youtube!!!! and i have like 255 favs, so u should check those out too!!! and i ahve decided that im going to update what my fav vidd of the moment is!!!! (i got that idea from v!) i usualy get most of my ideas from her. and btw, for my song of the moment, the names of the songs r links to the songs on youtube! and now i have to add a new band to my list!!! right now im going to go update other parts of my blog, so dont forget to check them out!!!!!!

omfg!!!!! I'm on v's iPod touch and it wont let me type in the normal place so I'm in here right now! Write more later!!!

title, title, title, what to write for a title. i have no idea

so, i havent written a good, long interestign post in a long time! so i thought it was about time to bore u out of ur skull with another very long entry where i get alll ADAH on u. which i probably dotn actualy ahve because i can concentrate perfectly fine when i want to! like when i sat down and read Twilight! and the same thing with new moon and eclipse! they are completely cpativating books!!!! and now im sooo excited that l got the new percy jackson book!!! the fourth one that just came out a couple moths ago or soemthing and i havent read it yet!!! i think this is the year for 4hts! becasue August 2nd Breaking Dawn comes out, the 4th Twilight book and the 4ht Maximim Ride book came out this year and the 4ht percy jackson book!!! anyway, so im going to go to l's house later. but first my sis is goin got come over nad get music that my dad and i are burning bfor her because apparently she has finaly grown sick of her horrible country music! she called earlier and my dad talked to her and she said that she needed some more music and she said anything,m so that leaves a lot of options open, because we are kinda music ppls. so im burning my paramore cd's and my new regina spaktor cd that i got yesterday and a couple more. i put on some regina spektor songs and some Plain white t's songs and sone TH songs that she probably wont like, but i put them on there just in case. adn i think the reason i havent been able to write a really logn entry in a while is becasue i keep gettign interrupted by either my sis comign over, (not that its a bad thing) and my mom tellign me to go get the laundry out of the dryer adn stuff. if i ahve tpo leave the computer for almost any amt. fo time i kinda loose track of what i was sayign. which reminds me of a couple things. i still have to srite a message on TH's youtube to get the to some to VT and stuff and my sis is moving to CT!! like in a cpuple hours! shes drivign down there and stuff. so thats why i was making her cds. apparently so she had some more good music to listen to on the way there. but i dont really think she will like most of the songs on the second cd, but i put them on anyway. btw, c , u need to work on ur punctuation and stuff, becaus eur blog is really hard to understand soemtimes!!! and i really wich that v doesnt move to KY!!!! or my curse will continue!!! but this year i was kinda hpong that my sis would take the place of a friend this year because CT is a lot closer than KY!!!! but for v's sake, i almost wish she does move becaus eher school and her "friends" at her school are all like stupid and ugly and crap liek that. almost all the ppls there are b****es!!!! anyway, i think i need to finish this thing up soon because im hungry and i have to go to l's soon. so, in case u didnt catch it, i got a new cd yesterday. i finaly got a Regina Spektor cd. its pretty good, but some of her songs are a little weird and stuff. i think she might have meen liek hight or soemthing whne she wrote them. my mom said that she liek a big drug addict or soemthing. bu ti think i need to finish this up soon becaus e i think v is getting bored...bye for now!!!!

unless i think of soemthing else to write today, which i undoubtedly will...bye!!!!

!!!

oh my god! i never know what to write in here anymore! my life is sooo borign right now! i havent gone anywhere outside the state since i went to Plattsburgh with c! and i missed the TH concert which i am SO PISSED ABOUTT!!!! but anyway, right now im IMing v and then k started IMing me!!! i hate k. she is sooo stupid!!! anyway, i said i had to go do laundry which i actualy do have to do and then i will get back on and talk to v. shes makign me a blingee right now. brb!!! its so funny how i talk (type, whatever u want to casll it) to this thing like its an actual person!!! anyway the laundry calls!

hair and hyperness!

so right now im beign really hyper and stuff and i was iming v and she said i should write about hair again!!! ( did i write about hair before????) i ahve no idea and i dotn remember!! adn im soo hyper that i cant even typee!!!!!!!!!! so sry bout all the spellign mistakes ! and punctuation stuff. but im also bored right now so im going to go eat food!!!!!bye!!!!!!!!! i also have french mid-terms this week i have to study for!!! they are 3 days long@!!!!

maddness

so i am very mad right now. i could have been on my way to a TH concert right now! its at 8 PM today in Montreal, but noooo! im stuck here in VT just typing away on my little blong that almost no one reads! just sitting here while my mom reads a book to my neice while i listen to my music on my moms headphones because myne broke and i cant get anymore yet! anyway...so im mad about that and its taking me forever to save up enough money for my mp3 player. so i cant even get new headphones yet!!!! because the ones i want are like $30 and i ahve a $15 gift certificate foe Wal-Mart where i almost never shop and they dont even have the one i want!!!!!!!!!! and they dont have the mp3player that i want either!!!! so the $15 is almost completely useless to me at the moment! and i think im just really POed about the concert so im taking it out on the fact that they dont have the mp3 player i want (which is a Sansa Fuze, for all thoes who care) or the headphones i want (which are green skullcandy headphones for all thoes who care)!!!!!! sry if im beign all mad and crap, i just really wanted to go to that concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u have no idea how mad i am right now!!!!! so im going to listen to Regina Spektor on youtube becaus eshe usualy calms me down. ok, i think i might be all right to last through typing this thing. but seriously, i cant even think about anythink except the fact that im missing a TH concert that i could have gone to!!! i have h.w that i havent done yet, and my mom thinks i didnt have any tonight, its not anything really imprtant, anyway. just socialy studies. u know something? i seriously ahte this country. and for all u people wondering, it has nothing to do with Tokio Hotel! ever since i was like 7 or 8 or something, i wanted to move to Switzerland. dont ask me why, because i have no idea why. but now i serouisly want to leave this stupid country!!! im serouis! i swear we are one of the stupidest countries in the whole world! so thats one other thing to save my money for. so i can leave here ASAP! i just need a passport adn a lot of cash. i might alsom have to be a certian age or something to, so i will have to look into that too. but there are a couple things here that i will miss like my friends, and my family. but i think the thing i will miss almost as mush as the people i like here ( i wont miss the pople i hate or the people who bug the crap out of me at all) but i think i will miss the dance studio a lot too. but thats pretty much all that i would miss about this place. i mean, i kinda like VT, bu ti seriously HATE this country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i think im going to get off now because i think if i keep typing, im just going to get really carried away

u.s

ehllo ppls! i havent written anything and c needs to update hers more often. so, i decided last year that i wanted to get my ears doubble peirced and my dad said that i could adn it would be for my bday. but i have to do that before my 14th bday becaus emy mom said that i can get blue highlights! so i as thinking that since v wants to get blue/ red or whatever we should do it together!!!!

again!!!

im soooo bored right now!!!!! im on the phone with s right now, but she is just reading New Moon. i just hung up the phone with her and now im going to call c. i still have to get her to give me my pencils!!!! if she answeres her phone, which she didnt so now im going to call her back after im done with this, im going to have her put the pencils in her bag while she talks to me. anyway, im just got a haircut today!!! its really awesome and not much different than it was before, but now its just awesomer!!! i had them fix my bangs so that they dont look like a chunk. i had this little mishap a couple weeks ago, (exactly 6 weeks ago) when i cut my bangs and i cut htem a little short. so that day, i went and hand them fix it. what they did was make it so i had bangs that were longer over my other bangs that i cut. and by now, they grew out long enough. so anyway, now i have to go so my dad can transver my favs to our new comp!

boring

i htink that c's blog is really boring!!! no offence, c. but ur last entry, u said that u were being spastic. and it didnt really sound spastic...but i probably dotn sound very spastic either, so i cant really blame u...sry, pmsing. anyway, right now im talkign to v on meebo. and its a looootttt better than anything else!!! especialy yahho and gmail. and i get to leave school eary on thursday because i have to go to pt. 9physical therapy) because like my arm is still messed up apparently. and it still hurts and crap. but w.e i dont really care. nayway, i dont like thursdays ayway. they are really really boring!! smack dap between my 2 fav days!!! wednsday and friday!!! thursdays and mondays are my least fav days in the whole week! and tuesdays are just kinda there. but i kinda like thursdays this week because i have a dress rehersal for my dance performance!!!! then on friday, i have my first dance performance!!!!!! and then on saturday i have my second dance performance!! and i have a rehersal wednsday too!!! anyway, im going to go talk to v again and then i have to call 3 peoples.

stupid moneyness!

do u know how much money we have spent on the war in Iraq??? we have been over there for a little over 5 years, this year was the fifth anniversary. and everyday, we spend approximately $720,000,000. thats about $500,000 per minute. do u know how much money that is for five years?!?! well my friend and i figured that out today. and its $1,311,000,000,000!!!!! do u know what we could be doing with that kind of money??? for one day in iraq there could be 423,529 children with healthcare!1,274,339 homes with renewable electricity! 6,482 families with homes!!1,153,846 children with free lunches! or 163,525 people with healthcare!!! for just one day in iraq. what yould u do with it??? (information from the American Friends Service Commitee, based on work by nobel prize winner Joseph Stigitz and his colleague Linda Bilmes)

obsessive again!!!

i know u probablky hear that word from me too much but its true!!! im being completely obsessive again!!! right now im listening to 1000 Oceans again!!!! for some reason i always seem to be listening to this song when im on here so i changed it to Break Away, which is also a wicked awesome song!!! i mostly just like the music in the begigning...nvm i take that back the music is awesmoe throughought the whole song and so are the lyrics! anyway, as u may be able to tell from reading this that i can really spell anything. spell-sheck is very useful, but they dont have any spell-check on here. i feel like i want to write another really long entry, but i dont really ahve anything to write about and i know it would bore u out of uir mind again!!! now im listenign to rescue me so my energy level is going down but its still up pretty high just because im listening to Tokio Hotel!! so i think im going to change the song because it just gets a little borign after a while. there isnt even a climax of the song!!! its basical the same through the whole somg! and i take back the thing i said about the spell-check because who needs to know how to spel anyway?!?! and there actualy is kind of a climax in rescue me i only know becaus i didnt actualy have enough time while i was typign to change the somg and then i was listening to the climax so i took back what i said. now im getting a little ADD again!!! its weird how that just coems out of nowhere!!!! unlike my weirdness OCD crap, i cant tell when im going to get all weird and stuff. not that im not weird without being ADD and OCD. but the way, nobody actualy told me that i have ocd, i just kinda guessed. and its kinda obvious. if u ask almost anybody in my art class, they will tel u that its deffinetly true! well at least the OCD part, but maybe not the ADD part. because i dont really say what im thinkign whne i think it. only sometimes because i knwo tha tif i started talking about what i was thinking while i was thinking it, i would probably never stop and i would be talking really, really fast!!!!! and just to let u knwo that my dance performance for the Contemporary Dance and Fitness Studio is on May 16th and 17th. be right backj gotta take dog out! k, im back now. and i kind lost a little of my energy while i was out there even thought it only took like 2 seconds, but its sooo nice out i think im goin gto go outside and then i might come back and write more, but i might not!

cd!!!!

omg!!!! apparently v's mom bought the cd for her!!! and the best part, she bought the cd for me too!!! im sooooo excited!!!! adn c let me borrow hers so im listening to them right now!!! in listening to Dont Jump, which mas good music, but depressing lyrics. awesome music though. they hav such confusing music videos!!! the one for 1000 Oceans is soooo weird!!! all i remember is that they are like in a train then they get out and stuff. its really, really weird!!! and i really want to get the song Scream in german!!!! it soound wayyy beter in german!!! except that bills voice makes him sound wayyyy younger than he is now. which he actualy was...anyway, so im wicked wicked wicked excited!!!!! anyway, i think ill keep the font on bold because i like it better and its easier to read without my glasses that i absolutely hate and almost ever wear. but theyre only reading glasses, so it doesnt really matter that much. only when im readign. ok so thats actualy a lot of time, which reminds me that i have to put a book in my backpack for the stupid testign thing we ahve to do tomorrow apparently. i wish tomorrow was friday!!! but that would mean that it wasnt wednsday!!! and that would be just terrible!!!! i wish i could just skip thurday all together. its really boring! and i have a bunch of french h.w. that i havent done yet because i dont know how to do it because i wasnt there when they were learning the stuff!!! and now im callign c and she didnt answer!! c answer ur phone!!! and my neice and my sister just got here!! and we just found out the other day that her husband, Dave, go a job in Connecticut and they are goign to move in a couple of weeks!!! anyway, im going to go play with alyssa!! (my neice!)

still

ok, im still wicked pissed that c got the cd and that i didnt and probably wont for a long time. i dotn care if i get the songs from c, whenever i can i will still buy it!!!!!!!!!!!!! that how much i like Tokio Hotel. and today im going to go to school from 11:00 till 3. for the past 2 days, (monday and tuesday) i have been staying home sick. im not pissed at c though. just pissed that she got the cd and neither me or v got it. but i am pissed at s. apparently she is once again tryign to sya crap about me behind my back. u know, im just so freaking sick of her!!!!! she acts like shes ur friend then she goes behind ur back to ur other friends and says crap about u that isnt even true!!! she tries to turn all of her friends against eachother so they will just be friends with her. personaly, i think her main problem is insecurity. she thinks that if her friends have other friends besides her, they wont want to be friends with her. and for some reason, she thinks that u would rather not know if shes hanging out with ur friend that is also her friend. let me give u and example. so this one time, c asked s if she wanted to have a sleepover and s said yes. then she wouldnt let c tell me!!!! s thought that i would just get pissed at her about it. this was like 2 mo0nths ago and she still hasnt told me that they had a sleepover then. the only reason that i knwo is that c is a good friend. she thought that it was really mean not to tell me and that i would probably rather know about it than be kept in the dark. and she was right. im not mad that they had the sleepover thing and that c could only invite one person. but i was pissed at s for a long time for not telling me about it. and s still insists that she doesnt want to be told if just me and c are doing something and she cant come. i swear that girl was dropped on her head as a baby or soemthing because she has a twisted way of looking at everything!! i have to be at school in 20 min, so i better finish this up quick. and i ahve to eat before i leave for school so i dont have to eat crappy cafetiria food. anyway, so im not really lookign forward to going to school and s being pissed at c. im not really sure what shes going to be like to me. either shes going to give me the cold shoulder, or she going to act like shes my best friend that ever lived and ignore c while she tries to turn me against her. apparently durring french class on monday, (we always have most of or disscusions in french) s was asking c why i was beign such a bitch at her bday sleepover. and i dont remember beign a bitch at the sleepover, so i might ask her about that. i have to go eat now

back

im back again!!!! and im IMing v right now. she said that she would brb so im blogging right now till she comes back. i dont realy know what to write right now except that im sick, which sucks. im talking on the phone with c and watcing tv and im on here and still IMing v. now i turned tv off and im listenign to music and watchign stuff about TH on youtube. now v's back on IM so i will be on and off here and iming and youtubing. v is typing and the vid is paused so i can type a little more on here. i like to multi-task. but i have to go do h.w. at 6:30. (thats in exactly a half an hour!!!) its 6 now. OMG!!! v is taking forever to type! ha! just figured out she wasnt actualy typign!!! for soem reason it just said she was. i thinki can tpe really fast with both my hands and brb agaain!nvm. while i was talkign to c on the phone she told me some very interesting news. SHE GOT THE TH CD!!!!!!!!!!!! (ITS CALLED SCREAM)!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna go freakin steal it from her!!!!!!!!!!! i want it sooooooo bad!!!! and i think that v shoukd get it first then me and then c!!! but no!!!! oh well, at least i can get the songs from her. but i still want to buy it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 arms!!

IM FINALY TYPING WITH 2 HANDS AGAIN!!!! (IT STILL HURTS, BUT A LOT LESS) oops, i didnt know that i had caps lock on. geeze! it feels weird to type with both hands!!! and now i have to go eat

annoying

i am really annoyed right now. theres something wrong with my right arm so its really hard to type. and i cant do anythink else either! i cant talk on the phone and eat or anything at the same time. i cant pick up my neice, anyway its juts really irritating and i just found a mistake in a comercial. in the comercial for the allery medication, Zyrtec, they say that it starts working two hours before Claritin so they say that u have 2 extra hours u didnt have before. but it still only works for 24 hours. if u actualy had 2extra hours, it would be 26 hour allergy medicne or Claritin would only be 22 hour allergy medicine. it also says that it starts working and working longer than other 24 hour allergy medicine. sry, that was probably erally boring and, if ur even still reading this, sry bout that. im hungry again, so im going to go eat now.

boring

i think my blog is really wicked boring. i wish i could get my blog like my friend, v's. she has a really awesome blog!!! my arm hurts right now and its really annoying and my cat that sheds a lot is rubbing his head all over my black , just-washed sweatshirt!! actualy, its pink and black. it has pink music notes that start out as a really bright pink color that fade to grey. i think its really awesome, i just wish the pink was neon green instead of pink. i dunno why, but i wear a lot of pink. i dont even like it!!! actualy i kinda hate it. but if u just looked at my wardrobe, u would think it was like my favorite color of something!! guess what??? i think i might actualy be able to go with v to the TH concert!!!!!!!! but the only bad thing is somehtink that i havent told v yet. crap!!! sry, i just remembered that i didnt get my awesome mechanical pencils from c! i left them at her house again!!!thats not actualy what i remembered at first, but what i remembered reminded me of that. so what i remembered was that i forogt to get the url for my friend c's blog so that reminded me of other stuff that has to do with c that i forgot and that reminded me of the pencils that i spent an oputragious amt. of money for just 2 pencils!!! it was almost $9 just for 2 mechanical pencils!!! anyway, back to what i havent told v yet. and now i am thinking that i should put more wax on my bangs because they keep getting in my way! and that also reminded me that i cut c's bangs last night and s styled it for her. wow, im reall annoying myself by how sidetracked i get. and u (whoever is reading this) is probably getting really bored that i keep saying what im thinking at the moment, but i have a very complicated mind and i ahve to write out some of it somewhere!!!! eww. thats a terrible color of eyeliner on her. sry ADD once again. im watching tv and listening to Regina Spektor and typing on here at the same time and i figured out why my arm hurts so much and i really hope i dont tear my muscle again. i did that over the summer going into 6ht grade, but i still might tear it again. goign back to ehat i was going to say, i think im mostly just writing a buch to make v mad when she reads this ti firgure out what im talking about. so, here goes!! my mom is going to come with us. if ( i hope probably) i go to the TH concert. my mom is goin to come, mostly just so i can get over the border, or so she says...well im getting really hungry and my arm is starting to really, really hurt now so im going to stop typing. i hope u could follow most of that.

again

once again, it has been proved that i probably have some weird form of OCD, just without the C because i dont think i am cumpulsive. u know, i kinda wish this thing had spell check. because then at least u know if u spell something wrong! anyway, today in art class, me and my friends c and s were talking about our wallet-like things that have pictures in them of guys (mostly of Tom Kaulitz) and this guy (call him c too) i know to many people whos name begins with c, in cluding mine. anyway, he kept saying that i have OCD and crap. oh, well, i hate him anyway. im going to go on youtube now! bye!

i dont really know what im writing about today, i was just kinda bored...im watchign Auguat Rush again. its a really, really good movie!!! right now hes runing away from the police. i wont tell u more about it in case u havent seen it yet. now hes in the church and the people are singing. and in the case that u havent seen this movie yet, i strongly suggest that u see it very soon, it have amazing music in it!!! but it doesnt have a very good ending. why do i always end up talking about some weird movie, book or music?? i really have no idea. i think its just because thats whatever im obsessed with at the time. like typing in my blog. i dont knw why, but this morning, i woke up and had this strange urge to go on the computer and type!! and not just in my diary on my other computer, because thats getting a little boring. and then i cant type on it whenever or wherever i want to and my friends cant read it if i want them to. so then they cant understand just how obsessed i reallly am if i havent hung out with them in a while. which reminds me, i have to call Band P. they're twins and i ahvent hung out with them in like a loooooong time!!! so im going to call them right now. they were busy yesterday, but didnt knwo if they would be busy today, so im going to call them right now. bye!

forgot

in my post i wrote earlier today, i completely forgot about books!!! i get completely obsessive about books. i read a lot. and for some reason, every time i start talking about books, i have to mention the fact that i read over 70 books one summer. for some reason, i think this proves that i am a really good reader or soemthing. but all it really says is that i had absolutely no social life. but i think i fixed that a little bit. i stil read a wicked lot, but now i hang out with my friends and listen to music too. and i still get really obsessive about them. like when i read a really goood book, i dont stop talking about it for a couple months, or if i find somethink else to get really obsessive about (Tokio Hotel). the latest series i have been most obsessive about recently are the Twilight books. Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, and (not out yet) Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer. i think i talked about them in my 1st blog entry, so i wont say much about them except that they are about a girl (Bella), and her boyfriend (Edward) who is a vampire. i suggest that if u want to know more about them u should go to Stepenie Meyer. once again, her URL is stepheniemeyer.com. and now i will go on to other books that are worht getting obsessed with. like the Harry Potter books. i own all of them, and if i ever get bored, (this doesnt happen ver often, as you can probably guess) i read them again. they are really good and i think J. K. Rowling is a genious! i would normaly be a lot more worked up about the books, but im watching the 4th Harry Potter movie on ABC for like the 6th time. even how may times ive seen it, its still completely capivating. now im thinking about how annoying that McDonalds comercial was. actualy, that wasnt what i was thinking, but once again i got a little distracted. i was acualy thinking about my awesome new sweatshirt and that made me think of my shopping trip thing ot Plattsburgh, N. Y. that i went on with my friend C. but now im thinking about how hungary my gum is making me and how much of a gum addict i am. and then that leads me to my friends and ho wwe all like to be addicted to gum all the time. and then im looking at my keyboard and noticing that i only hit the space key with my right thumb. but i think thats only because im a righty. righty...hahaha!!!! thats such a funny word!!! i think im having a caffeene and sugar low. nwo i forget what i was talking about completely! and i should probably stop typing, but i just cant!!! and this is probably really boring, and i dont really want to be writing it right now, but i am. but i really dont want to stop at the same time!!! typing is odly addicting. i think i will just go edit my profile or something. bye!!

even more obsessed

i didnt know i could get anymore obsessed than i was with Tokio Hotela and Tom Kaulitz, but i am!!! they have a concert soon and im sooo mad that i cant go!!!!! anyway, so now im really wickedly OBSESSED WITH THTK!!!(Tokio Hotel Tom Kaulitz). You ahve no idea how obsessed i can get with things and i think theis is the most obsessed ive ever been with anything in my entire life!!!!!! so thats saying something. i cant really express exactly how obsessed i am on here because i havent quite figured this thig out yet, but just wait. i will figure how how to use this thing soon enough. Im so obsessed, that i have to keep typing on here and i dont even care how boring it is!!!!! and im not even writing anything imprtant!!! all ive been saying and all i continue to say, is how obsessive i can be. personaly, im kind of getting tired of typing that word. thats all i ever say! obsessed, obsessive, obsession, and any other form of that word u can think of. now i think im going to talk about something else for a little while. i think i have wicked ADD or something, because thats not even what i got on the computer to talk about!! and i wasnt going to talk about ADD when i said i should talk about something else!!! at first i was going to talk about music, and then i thought that i would probably evnetualy get back around to talking about Tokio Hotel and Tom and Bill Kaulitz, so i though i better warn you. but then i started wondering why i whould get so side tracked and the only thing i could think of was ADD, so i said that. now that ur all caught up on my though process, i will (eventualy) get around to what i was originaly going to say. or not. now im thinking about how boring this is going to be for anybody who tries to read it. It will probabgly be better than reading my hundred-something page diary-thing on my other computer, ( i dont have internet on that computer, so i just type everything in word). So now im going to talk about what i was going to originaly talk about. ok, no i take that back. my mom just came in here and said some stuff and then i said some stuff back and then she saids that i should stop talking sarcastic to her!!!! and i wanst even trying to!!! she says that almost anytime i have a conversation with her and, of corse, i deny it because its not true!! and then she goes on about how it doesnt fell good to her when i talk like that. but she just doesnt seem to get the main point, that im not actualy talking sarcastic!!!! and if i say that , she just says, "well maybe u are and u just dont realize it!" so she keeps saying that hte way i naturaly talk sounds sarcastic to her and i should stop it, but its like she doesnt give a crap about what i think!!! and shes so set on the idea that im "talking sarcastic" to her, that she doent hear a damn word i say!!! so thats one reason that i like to keep my headphones in all the time and listen to my awesome music. but then she complains about thoes too!!! but anyway, now im actualy going to talk about what i was going to talk about once i was done talking about Tom Kaulitz. i was going to talk about Regina Spector. or maybe just music in general. i seriosly dont know what i would do if i dint know about half the artists i knwo about. my life would be sooo boring!!! thats what i spend like half of my time doing!! listening to my awesome music and watching music videos on the all-mighty YOUTUE! youtube is sooo awesome!i ahve 2 youtubes but i only use one. its "obsessedwithTHTK14" you can probably guess why. anyway, i have 63 favorites, most of them are music videos or they have to do with Tokio Hotel. i only have 1 friend, because, well, whats the point, really. but i have 4 subscriptions, Tokio Hotel, Regina Spektor, McFly, and this really funny person that i for get their name right now. they do like rants and they lip sync and stuff. i would probably have a lot more subscriptions, but you would be surprised by how many people dont have an official youtube site! anyway, back to Regina Spektor. shes really good, but ive only listened to like 3 or 4 of her songs on youtube, but i stil hink shes really good. I also reaaly, really like Paramore! i think they are awesome, but soemtimes they can get a little depressing, just like almost every artist out there. I have both Paramore CD's (that i copuld find, i dont know if there are more, but i dont think so). and i ahve 2 Avril Lavigne CD's. I dont like any of her newer stuff. she doent even sound the same!!! But its kinda weird that both my parents kinda like paramore and my mom likes Avril Lavigne. if u knew them, u would know why i think this is really kinda weird. (especialy if you ever listen to Paramore and Avril Lavinge.) i used to like a lot of other things like High School Musical(EWWWW!!!!) and the people that were in it. Double ewwwww!!! and even Miley Cyrus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!! i think shes the worst one yet!!!! nvm. i take that back she ties with HSM. and if you have listened to any of these...i hesitate even to say people, they are sooo bad, you can tell how much my music likeingness has evolved since a few months ago. except that i ahve liked Avril Lavinge sincei was like 8 years old, so i guess u could say tha ti have always liked that kind of music, what ever kind you want to call it. wow. this is really, really long!!!! i think its the longest ive ever written on anything except for school or in my diary thing! see how easily sidetracked i get?!?! its crazy!!!! so now im going to go back to talking about music and then i though of something else i want to say one im done with music. so i also used to like this weirdo brittish band called McFly, and i wont say that tey are terrible or anything, they just arnt my favorite. imean i guess i could listen to them if i was forced to, but they get kind of annoying after a while. ok, now that im done talking about music, i will talk about what i just thought of to talk about a few minutes ago. i was going to talk about the kind of car i wan tto get, but know that im never going to get. i want to get a yellow graffitied porche. and it has to have a wicked sound system!!!!! and i know i could never get it because where the heck would i get that kind of cash?!?! i know i could probably save my money, but im soooo bad at that!!!!! the only time i did that was when i was 8 and it took almost an entire year just to save almost $100!!! and right now, i have 3 glass jars that the top is duct taped closed. the idea is that i would be able to get my omney out as easily that way. let me tell you. itdoesnt work!! i had almost $30 in them combined and i went to Plattsburgh, N.Y. and i emptied out almost all of that!!! and now i only ahve a couple dollars in each! anyway, i was going to say somehting else besides the porshe. i also want to get my ears double peirced and get my cartalige peirced on my left ear. then i want to get my nose and belly button peirced because i really want a bellychai. then i want t get a tatoo of a pink rose on my left shoulder...u never knwo, i migh teven get my lip peirced! : ) ok well now mmy hads really hurt and i have to go to the bathroom. i hope next time i write soemthing, it wont be this boring, i just didnt have anything else to do right now. so im going to go righ now,. bye!!!

Tom Kaulitz

Hello my peoples!!!!! im totaly blanking right now! i cant remember how to spell tom kaulitz's last name! ( i just guessed) so amyway, now im also obsessed with tokyo hotel, a german band, and their guitarest tom kaulitz! his twim brother is the lead singer and they are really good, but im still mostly just obsessed with TOM!!!! what a looser first name though!!! and his brothers name is bill!!!!!!! bill is weird and have weird hair and he is like wicked wicked skinny!!! anyway, so now im really really uberly obsessed with him!!!!! and they are going to come to boston!!! i have t ask one of my friends (V) when though cause i dunno when they are coming to america. !!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant beleive how hott he is!!!!!!! anyway i gotta go cause im in a hotel in plattsburgh w/ my friend c. and she wants to get back on her laptop and i really have to go pee again!!! gotta go!! ( oh, and i ahve 9 pics of tom in my wallet so i can look at him all the time!!!)

loving to be obsessive

i dont really know what it is, but i really like to be obsessive about a lot of things. For instance there is this book that im reading called Eclipse. It's the 3rd book in a series written by Stephenie Meyer. Yesterdya i went on her website, stepheniemeyer.com and i never realized just how popular these books really are!!!! and now im kida mad cuase i have to wait untill August 2nd for the 4th book!!! im going to preorder it , though. I'll have to beat my friend Carly to it though. I bought the first book and she has the first 3 books (all the ones that are out) and i read her books. im going to have to buy them anyway, though. Because im already over halfway through the 3rd book for the 2nd time. Its completely amazing and awesome! If you havent read or heard aboiut these books, i highly reccomend them, but you don't have to. These books are so awesome that they already have it on audio book!!! I think they usualy wait to see exactly how popular the book actualy is before they record them...but im not really sure. im going to purchase all the books in print and also buy them all on CD! see?? i told you that i get really obsessive. i would tell you more about it right now, but i have to go do my french homework. But it wont take very long though, so i might back later. -Ceena