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so i have a little bit of a problem at the moment. well tokio hotel is back in tour in the us and i really wanted to go to one of thier concerts and v found tix to one that was in New Jersey adn my mom said that i might be able to go if we had another driver. but then i was talking to v and i didnt know that her mom was willing to drive down there too. so my mom said that we couldnt go because she would be the only driver the whole was and it was a little over 6 hrs. so then c called me a couple days later c called me adn her famiy was going pon a trip in NJ. and they had decided to go to the concert there. so they invited me. but i really wanna go with v too!!!!!! adn my mom talked to g, v's mom, adn the thing was that she (g) was willing to actualy drive us down and that she had already bought the tix!!!! and if i had known that, then this whole thing would never have happened. but im going with c anyway, and i still wanna go with her, dont get me wrong. its just that i wouldve liked to go with v too. but the next time th comes, or maybe we can go to europe, im taking v. even if i have to pay for the whole thing myself. hell, even if i have to drive us halfway across the country!!!!!! well, i dont know if i can really say anything else besides that i feel like im being incredibly selfish wanting to go to this concert even though v cant go too. but at the same time i cant help but really want to go!!!! so im going to go now, and i really hope that didnt piss anybody off too much...