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heyy, its really late right now and i dont really ahve anything to say right now, im just kinda bored and im listening to the veronicas adn i cant do that and sleep at the same time even thought its like 11:53 PM. but w.e. i decided that im going to burn chelseas cd of them. i dont know which one it is, but im really desperate for more of their music thats not just on youtube, or i wouldnt spend so much time on the comp!! hte main reason im even typing anything on here is cause i would be just sitting here listeing to thie music but i ahve to multi-task or i get wicked bored!!! but thats usualy when i do something really stupid...but not always. i think at the moment that would just be staying up really late a whole bunch of days in a row. im really afraid that im going to wake up my mom right now cause shes sleeping on the couch right behind me and this stupid freaking rattly keyboard!!! anyway...but my mom mostly just wakes up if u say something to her. kinda like me. if u even whisper my name, ill sit right up and ill be wide awake, but if u make weird noises or throw thibngs at me it wont even wake me up, (v, i know know that too, but u insist on throwing things at me anyway) u knwo whats kinda reallty stupid?!?!?! miss america. i really dont get it!!! then theres miss universe or whatever!! i just really dont get it so0i wont get into that right now...im kinda hungry. i got wicked pissed today at c's nephew. and i really feel wicked sorry for c about today because matthew adn i r both hypoglysemic (i have no idea how to spell that). and neither of us had eatten barely anything all day so we both were getting wicked pissed at him adn i almost started beating up that freaking kid!!! adn i knw its not his fault! becuase when i was his age, i was exactly the same way! i would even ahve to be held down sometimes adn have food shoved in my face. and the creepiest part adn the part that scared me the most was that i knew exactly how he felt and the how after, once i callmed down enough, i could batrely remeber anything i was doing and i couldnt stop myself from doing any of it. god, it freaked me out sooo much!!! and i also feel really sorry for my parents!! i have no idea how they freaking did it!!! and well enough for me to be able to recognize when im about to flip out adn even recognize it in somebody else! even before matty flipped out at c and me today. anyway, i think im going to go to bed right now but im going to eat something first so that i dont flip out at whoever tries to wake me up in the morning only i think im too tired to do that. so bye foer now!!! hey its 12:10!!!