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ok, im still wicked pissed that c got the cd and that i didnt and probably wont for a long time. i dotn care if i get the songs from c, whenever i can i will still buy it!!!!!!!!!!!!! that how much i like Tokio Hotel. and today im going to go to school from 11:00 till 3. for the past 2 days, (monday and tuesday) i have been staying home sick. im not pissed at c though. just pissed that she got the cd and neither me or v got it. but i am pissed at s. apparently she is once again tryign to sya crap about me behind my back. u know, im just so freaking sick of her!!!!! she acts like shes ur friend then she goes behind ur back to ur other friends and says crap about u that isnt even true!!! she tries to turn all of her friends against eachother so they will just be friends with her. personaly, i think her main problem is insecurity. she thinks that if her friends have other friends besides her, they wont want to be friends with her. and for some reason, she thinks that u would rather not know if shes hanging out with ur friend that is also her friend. let me give u and example. so this one time, c asked s if she wanted to have a sleepover and s said yes. then she wouldnt let c tell me!!!! s thought that i would just get pissed at her about it. this was like 2 mo0nths ago and she still hasnt told me that they had a sleepover then. the only reason that i knwo is that c is a good friend. she thought that it was really mean not to tell me and that i would probably rather know about it than be kept in the dark. and she was right. im not mad that they had the sleepover thing and that c could only invite one person. but i was pissed at s for a long time for not telling me about it. and s still insists that she doesnt want to be told if just me and c are doing something and she cant come. i swear that girl was dropped on her head as a baby or soemthing because she has a twisted way of looking at everything!! i have to be at school in 20 min, so i better finish this up quick. and i ahve to eat before i leave for school so i dont have to eat crappy cafetiria food. anyway, so im not really lookign forward to going to school and s being pissed at c. im not really sure what shes going to be like to me. either shes going to give me the cold shoulder, or she going to act like shes my best friend that ever lived and ignore c while she tries to turn me against her. apparently durring french class on monday, (we always have most of or disscusions in french) s was asking c why i was beign such a bitch at her bday sleepover. and i dont remember beign a bitch at the sleepover, so i might ask her about that. i have to go eat now